The Downward Spiral
15.1.15 by I.R.
what is depression? the walls caving in around you. realizing the futility of your existence and how meaningless everything you do is. the vastness of the universe and the obscurity of our actions in comparison. the epochs of time that have spanned before and after our lives. people say that you must inject your own meaning into this life; that to love is to live. but that will never be realized for me. i am a social outcast, a hermit, a loser among the losers. my only interaction with people is in my day to day actions in my profession. who truly cares about my condition. not a single person in this world. you exist one day and you are forgotten the next. waiting to die, but not wanting to suffer in the process. that is my goal.
